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Matter of Life
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When
Kimberly returns to Baltimore after 10 years, the
last thing she expects her former lover, Brandon,
to tell her is that she has a nine year old
daughter. Thanks to modern science, Kimberly
discovers A Matter of Life, but can she forgive
Brandon for keeping her baby a secret'?
"Awesome!
Intriguing! Really original storyline! Ms. Bayne
shows she excels in multiple genres with this
fantastic contemporary. The complications
surrounding the growing relationship will keep you
spell-bound. The main characters are awesome but
just flawed enough to be realistic. The story was
well-written and and the action flowed so that you
couldn't put it down." --- Scribesworld
Reviews
"In
this engaging story, learn how technology destroys
and then gives new life to an old love." --
Romantic Times Magazine
"The
story overall is quite well written. . . the main
characters are deeply written, their reactions
realistic. The author has created fine secondary
characters in Kim’s family and Brandon’s
daughter, helping to build a solid foundation for
Kim and Brandon to build their own
relationship." ---Road To Romance
"A
great read with fresh characters and a gorgeous
plot. Brandon's daughter Beth is as old as my own
daughter and I found the typical ways of a
nine-year-old perfectly portrayed in A MATTER OF
LIFE. The scene where Kim and Brandon tell Beth
the truth about her two mothers is priceless. The
book also has some wonderfully touching, heart
rendering moments. An excellent read." ---TerryFic
FanZine
"Interesting
and Entertaining"
---- Affaire de Coeur Magazine
A
MATTER OF LIFE ....." Robin Bayne has penned
a contemporary romance that is witty, moving and
fun! Her secondary characters range from quirky to
adorable, while hero and heroine, Brandon and Kim
have an emotional, highly charged relationship.
The wonderfully unique twist on the 'unknown baby'
storyline is a delicious
surprise that will delight readers."
"Great job, Robin!" ---Leslie
Kelly, author of "Night Whispers",
Harlequin Temtation #747
A
MATTER OF LIFE ....."an intriguing, tender
love story of love gone wrong that kept me
flipping the pages to see what would happen
next." ---Ann Bachman, Bestselling Author of
TOGETHER AGAIN
A
MATTER OF LIFE ....."After having read
romance novels all my life and having sold 22 of
them myself, it takes a lot to surprise me.
However, I was surprised by the twists and turns
in Robin Bayne's A MATTER OF LIFE. Her characters
sparkle and shine. Truly a gem of a story!"
---Donna Clayton His Wild, Young Bride, Silhouette
Romance, April 2000
Chapter
One
Kim's
skirt constricted around her hips. Too tight.
Almost as if an elastic band had taken over for
the dark blue denim, the mini-skirt seemed to
shrink. Rachel had talked her into wearing it
"to get back into circulation."
Instead
it cut off her circulation.
Her
sister nudged Kim to move forward with the line,
so she inched up by baby steps. She licked her
lips at the smell of buttered popcorn, and tried
to decide if a small tub of it would tighten her
clothing any more.
The
line split into two as they neared the concession
counter, and Kim saw two young men checking out
her legs. Why had she listened to Rachel, anyway,
an old married woman with a kid? She should have
worn a suit jacket and long, tailored skirt or
slacks-- then she'd be in control, and
comfortable. When a woman in a lavender, Polyester
pants suit shot Kim a dirty look, probably
noticing her sons' reaction to her outfit, Kim
turned to stare at the head directly in front of
her.
The
line moved forward.
From
the corner of her eye, Kim saw Rachel tilting her
head and mouthing something, but she was behind
the boys so Kim refused to look around. She'd
forgotten how goofy her sister was-- she'd
forgotten a lot about her family while she'd been
in New York.
Waiting
cinema-goers now filled the lobby, with their
chatter filling the air. Kim shifted her weight
while the chubby man ahead of her hemmed and hawed
over the candy selection. She reached down and
tugged at the hem of her skirt, unable to shake
the feeling that something was about to go
sliding.
Finally,
he'd decided on the Snow Caps and Kim was at the
smudged glass topped counter. The air conditioning
had kicked in, and the glass felt cool as she laid
both palms on its smooth
surface, leaning closer to read the price
list on the wall. She wouldn't put her glasses on
until she got into the dark theater, another
suggestion of her sister's.
"Buttered
popcorn, small, please, and a diet soda." She
straightened up as she gave her order to the boy
in the paper hat, and began fishing through her
postage-stamp sized purse for bills. Rachel had
finished and waited for her just to the right,
grinning from ear to ear. Watching her, Kim's
emergency quarters rolled down the counter,
plinking as they plopped in front of a man now
reaching for a cardboard tray of nachos.
The
cashier yanked the bills from Kim's hand, as
they'd froze in mid-payment when she saw the man
catching her coins.
He
held them out to her, smiling.
Brandon
Hughes. Towering over her, dark hair still full
and windblown looking, his skin crinkling as the
smile reached his eyes. Oh, God, Brandon. Her
stomach dropped, the muscles clenching so hard the
material around it loosened.
"Can
I help the next person please?" Paper-hat boy
moved to look behind Kim. She ignored him,
noticing vaguely that someone brushed her arm as
they tried to order.
"Kimberly,"
Brandon said, and she reached for the coins he
held, jingling between the fingers she remembered
as strong, but gentle. Exciting.
Kim
put her purchases back on the counter so she could
accept the change. Her eyes never left Brandon's
stare. She put the coins in her purse with her
left hand, and promptly stuck her right hand into
the popcorn tub.
Her
pulse began its own popping sensation, throbbing,
as if she'd already consumed the salty snacks and
caffeinated cola. She tore her gaze from his,
wiped her hand, and indicated with her head that
she was heading toward her sister. And safety.
Rachel
waited beside a life size cutout of Harrison Ford.
Kim sidestepped a pack of middle school kids, and
then a bunch of clingy teenaged sweethearts,
leaving a trail of popcorn behind her.
"I
see you picked up a little something extra,"
Rachel said, indicating the man behind Kim.
"Hi Brandon."
He
nodded, but kept his gaze on Kim. The crowd
thinned as customers scattered toward different
theater doors.
"I'll
go save some seats," Rachel said, as if
they'd be alone when she left. Taking Kim's
popcorn tub, she headed for the first set of
doors.
Kim
swallowed, suddenly glad Rachel had goaded her
into wearing this outfit and fixing her hair.
Although common sense told her to ignore him, she
wanted him to think she looked fabulous at the
same time. Did he think she was still the same
slim blonde she'd been with him? Like she'd been
with him, beside, him? Underneath him.
He
married someone else, Kim reminded herself. As
soon as she left town. She gripped her purse
strap. Be cool. "How have you been?" Oh,
that was original.
"Good.
You look great," he said, looking her over
with obvious interest.
She
recognized the smoky look that came over his eyes
when he liked what he saw. His scrutiny was direct
and intense.
She
tugged at her hem.
Bad
move. He followed the motion. "You're all
covered. And very nicely." He glanced back
toward the front entrance. "What's it been,
ten years now?"
He
must be waiting for someone, she thought. A date?
Kim pushed hair from her eyes. "Yep. You look
good." What an understatement.
Brandon
moved to her side, widening his view of the lobby
doors. He was taller than she remembered, and just
as handsome. Just a few wrinkles hinted he was
older. His profile was sculpted with a firm chin
and straight, though not small, nose. The bump was
still there from when he broke it in high school.
The locks on his forehead still had that look of
having just been tousled--by his own nervous
gesture-- or by a woman.
The
lobby had grown quiet. Brandon stood still beside
her, holding his nachos and a soda.
"I
heard you came back to Baltimore," he said,
softly, still watching the doors. "You're
missing your movie."
"Oh,
yeah." That was it, her brain must have
fried. "So are you." Kim took a deep
breath and decided to take a chance. "Would
you like to go somewhere else and have a cup of
coffee? We could catch up." Good, that
sounded mature and calm.
He
turned to her, partially, still keeping an eye on
the entrance. "I'd really like to, but. .
." His voice trailed off when a woman
entered, as if on cue. A stunning redhead in a
sleek black pants outfit.
Silver
dripped from her ears, neck and arms.
Brandon
juggled his food to wave, catching Kim in the side
of her breast with his elbow. She let out a whoosh
of breath, feeling her face grow warm. He was
still a klutz. She crossed her arms to support
herself, the sting disappearing, and she realized
she hadn't been hurt in that particular part of
her anatomy since. . . well, since New York.
"Oh,
God, Kimberly, did I get you?" He forgot his
approaching date and set his nachos on a nearby
ledge. "Are you okay?"
"I'm
fine. Not a life or death situation." She
knew as the words spilled out she'd regret them.
He stiffened. "Oh, how could I have
forgotten? I'm not supposed to speak to you again
unless it's a life or death emergency,
right?"
She
couldn't get any pinker, she knew. "I'm sorry
I said that." By the time the redhead reached
them, armed with her own soda and snacks, Kim
wished she'd gone with Rachel into the dark
cinema. She was pathetic. The chance of speaking
with Brandon, even for a few moments, had
outweighed the possibilities of being humiliated
in public.
"So
sorry I'm late. Ready to go in?" The woman
sounded sincerely sorry, and Kim decided she
couldn't dislike her on looks alone.
"It's
okay, I got to talk to an old friend. Kimberly,
this is Lori Malone. Lori, Kimberly Duncan. It is
still Duncan?" Obviously still irritated,
Brandon seemed more curious than hopeful.
Old
friend? Is that what she was? "Yes. Nice
meeting you," she said, nodding to Lori, and
took a breath of buttered air. "I'll see you
around," she said to Brandon, and wondered if
his elbow had left a bruise where her breast still
tingled.
Watch
his arms, she wanted to say to Lori, knowing she
wouldn't. Let her take care of herself. That's
what Kim had had to do.
Brandon
watched the rest of Lost in Space starting
straight ahead. To his left, Lori enjoyed the
action. That was what she had come for--- to
review the movie for her paper. The extra ticket
he won had made her job a little easier, and got
him out of the house.
To
his right, four rows ahead, Kimberly sat in
silence. Why hadn't he heard she was back? He'd
made that up. His heart pounded under his shirt.
Ridiculous. Just the shock of seeing her, he told
himself, was all he felt. Not that his elbow
didn't still burn where it had touched her.
He
wadded his nacho tray into a ball. He had plenty
to say to her, and not just in some emergency.
Funny how he'd never forgotten that last line
she'd fed him, about life or death. That blasted
career of hers had been so important, she'd left
him for it, so why was she back here now? And why
did it bother him?
Fingers
tightened around his arm, his left arm, as Lori
felt his muscles. Nothing subtle about her.
"Have you been working out more?" She
whispered the words in his ear.
He
turned to look at her-- she was beautiful-- and
shook his head. "Lori, you know we're not on
a date. Quit fooling around." He growled at
her with enough force to intimidate most women,
but not this one. She winked and turned back to
the show. Amazing how the female mind worked. Lori
hadn't never even hinted at flirting with him
until she'd spotted Kimberly.
Brandon
grinned into the dark theater. What a show.
"So
what's on the agenda today?" Rachel asked,
always annoyingly cheerful in the morning, making
Kim feel grumpy in comparison. Actually, she was
just tired from a sleepless night of
Brandon
memories. Rachel flipped an egg over, easily, and
indicated with her spatula for Kim to get coffee.
"Help
yourself," she said. "Marianne will be
down for breakfast any minute."
"Thanks.
I could use the caffeine today." Kim poured a
green mug full of the aromatic brew.
"Didn't
get much rest, huh?" Rachel smiled. "I
wonder why." The sarcastic smile didn't fool
Kim for a minute.
"It's
all your fault, you know." Kim took another
sip of coffee, willing it to awaken her senses.
"You must have known he'd be there, and you
just enjoyed the scene. He won the tickets from
your drawing. Coincidence? I think not."
Rachel
flipped the eggs onto a brown rimmed stoneware
plate and handed it to Kim. She said nothing, as
Marianne chose then to bounce into the room. Her
brown eyes were brighter than Kim would have
thought possible before nine in the morning.
"I
have a meeting at ten with my new boss," Kim
said. "Sort of an informal way to get things
rolling."
"But
it's Saturday." Marianne's little face
scrunched up at the idea. "You'll miss Scooby
Doo."
"So
will you, young lady, you promised to come down
and help with the toddlers due in at ten
thirty." Rachel's statement drew a groan from
her daughter.
Kim
smiled. "Scooby was always my favorite,
too."
"So
stay home. You can teach with me," Marianne
said, accepting a plate from her mother.
"Imagine
if you got transferred to a new school, Marianne.
One you'd never seen before. That would be scary,
right?" Kim asked the question between sips
of coffee.
The
girl nodded, stuffing a strip of bacon into her
mouth.
"Well,
what if your new teacher offered you the chance to
stop by on the Saturday before you started, to
meet her, and see your new desk, and get used to
things?"
"You
mean like find out where the bathrooms are?"
"Exactly."
"I'd
do it. Have a nice time at your new desk, Aunt
Kim." Marianne turned to Rachel. "Can I
take the rest of this into the family room if I'm
really, really neat?"
After
permission was granted, Rachel and Kim sat alone
at the round table. Rachel held a large blue mug.
"Now, before you get started on me, I'll
admit, I bought the ticket subscription for the
school. I knew someone related to the school won
last night's tickets, I just didn't know who. Kind
of ironic, huh?"
"I
wasn't amused." She swished the end of her
coffee in small circles.
"At
least you looked good."
"Yeah--
thank goodness for small things. Of course, after
that rubber band of a skirt, my hips will never be
the same." Kim rose to take her dishes to the
sink. "And thank you for letting me stay
here, until I find a place. I really do appreciate
it."
"We're
family," Rachel said. "Um, Kim, could
you sit back down here for a minute?"
"What's
up? Do you need my room and board payment
already?" Kim slung a terry towel over her
shoulder, smiling until she saw the look on her
sister's face.
"Rachel,
what is it?" All the easy naturedness had
fled.
"Before
you go in today, I need to tell you
something."
"Are
you sick? You're scaring me, sis."
"Nothing
like that. I'm sorry for being so dramatic. Kim,
the company you're with is called Financo,
right?"
Kim
nodded.
"Well,
the company that Brandon has worked for over the
past five or so years is also called Financo. The
Baltimore branch. He works where you're working.
I've known for a while, but you never needed to
know when you were stationed in New York. If
you've never run into him at a conference or
anything, or seen his name in a directory, well,
you wouldn't know. That's it."
Kim's
breath left her lungs as if she'd been elbowed in
the chest again. This was unbelievable. The world
could not possibly be this small. "Are you
sure it's the same place?"
"His
daughter's one of my dance students, and he had to
list it on Beth's emergency notification card.
Beth sprained her ankle last year, and I had to
look him up. When he met us at the E.R., he was
frantic until the doctor assured him it was just a
sprain. The most upset parent I've ever seen,
actually. Then he bought teddy bears for every
child he could find on the floor. Just handed them
out like candy. But that's beside the point.
Several students' parents work at Financo. I'm a
little surprised you didn't know, but it's a big
place, and you may never run into him, but I
thought you should be prepared. More prepared than
you were last night."
Kim
eyed her sister warily, rubbing her temples.
"Jeez, Rachel, is there anything else I
should know?" Her mind felt numb, unable to
react with emotion. She shut her eyes and rubbed
harder, willing the erratic pulse to slow its
trampling of blood vessels.
"Are
you going over there dressed like that?"
Rachel countered with a question of her own, and
gestured toward the faded jeans and striped knit
shirt Kim wore.
A
moment of doubt took hold of Kim, but she shook it
off. "Yep. It's Saturday, remember? If
I"m going to miss cartoons, I'm wearing blue
jeans."
"Good
for you," Rachel said, pulling her own
oversized tee over her head to reveal a burgundy,
wrap front leotard. "I'll be down in the
studio warming up for the first class." She
stroked her exposed throat. "I think I'm
catching a cold, darn it. And recital auditions
are next weekend."
"Drink
some orange juice and suck on a zinc
lozenge," Kim advised, pulling keys and a
small plastic bottle from her red leather handbag.
"Just let it dissolve slowly under your
tongue. They work like magic." She passed the
bottle. "I'm off to see my new desk."
She grinned at her sister and was out of the
kitchen before Rachel could refuse the tablets.
Kim's
sneakers squeaked on the polished white floor.
Just like the New York building, she noticed, very
clean and sophisticated. She flashed her employee
identification badge to the duty guard, who was
watching cartoons on a portable television behind
a large, curved desk.
"You
here for a meeting?" he asked, handing her a
clipboard to sign in.
"Actually,
I've been transferred here. Didn't anyone notify
you? Baltimore's my home town." She grinned
at him, shaking her head, signed and handed back
the clipboard. "Thanks."
He
pointed toward a bank of elevators, grinned in
return and saluted.
On
the fifth floor she found the mortgage department,
removed her prescription sunglasses and stuffed
them into a hard case she always carried. She
found a frosted glass door marked "Loan
Production," and pushed through it. The room
was a square maze of beige cubicles about four
feet high, with a separate, walled office to her
left. From there came the soft clacking of a
computer keyboard.
Kim
rapped softly on the door as she entered,
impressed to find a neat and tidy office inside.
The huge leather executive chair didn't come close
to dwarfing its occupant. She cleared her throat.
"Kimberly,"
he said, swiveling to face her. "I was just
catching up on some correspondence. Glad you could
stop by today. The boss is upstairs." The
handsome face smiled, but the man stayed seated.
"Brandon."
She shook her head. "I knew you worked here,
but not exactly where. Don't tell me you're in
Production." The world seemed to be closing
in on her again. Too small.
"I
run this department. We got a memo on you two days
ago. Sorry to burst your bubble, but we'll be
talking on a regular basis. As managers we work
together. That is, if that's the way underwriters
still operate in the Big Apple." He sounded
bitter now. Why?
Kim
felt warm with exasperation. "I've only been
back one week, just one week, and you're already
driving me nuts. What is it with you?" She
demanded the answer as she would from an employee,
leaning on the edge of his desk. Her purse plopped
down beside her.
"I
see you still have that penchant for crimson
accessories, including your face when you get
mad." He held up his hands. "Okay, I
know that was out of line. But I'm not following
you or anything, Kimberly. I've been here a long
time, and I've put an awful lot of hours in.
You've been off in another city working on your
career, doing the same. If you're in charge of
Underwriting now, and will have the final say on
which of my loans get approved, I think I want to
start off with an understanding. Can we call a
truce?"
Kim
closed her eyes for a moment, willing her emotions
to be reasonable. His words rang true, and she
didn't want to do anything to jeopardize the job
she'd worked so hard for. And sacrificed so much
for, in New York. She could only hope that Brandon
didn't know the real reason she'd been shipped
back to Baltimore like a wayward parcel.
When
she looked up, he was waiting with a patient
expression, one hand supporting his head. She took
in his face and hair, as attractive as always, and
the fit of his worn jeans over still hard muscle.
Not much had changed in ten years, physically, and
she had to remind herself his attitudes probably
hadn't improved either.
"Truce,"
she said softly. "And Brandon, I was sorry to
hear about your wife."
A
look she could only call anguish passed over his
face, clouding his features, but disappeared just
as quickly as it appeared. Kim drew a deep breath,
wondering if she had imagined the expression.
"That
was a long time ago, but thank you. I imagine
you've heard through the grapevine by now that I
have a daughter?" He spoke in a quiet voice,
not altering his position in the chair.
She
nodded, reminding herself to breathe. He had a
daughter, a living memento of his wife. Why it
hurt so much to think about now, she couldn't say.
"I'm sure she's both a comfort and a constant
reminder of her mother."
To
her surprise, he laughed. "I guess you're
right."
"Rachel
didn't seem very surprised to see you last
night."
"We've
talked a few times over the years, and I've taken
in a few of her productions. I'm happy about that.
Your family is great, Kimberly. I'd hate to break
off all contact with them. You don't mind, do
you?" He rolled his chair closer to her, and
she could have sworn he looked mischievous.
She
paused. What could she say? Yes, I mind, you
unfeeling bastard, I don't want you anywhere
around me or my sister's family. But a brief
memory of being assigned out of her New York
office replayed
in her mind. She had to make things palatable
here, and that meant getting along with not only
Brandon but his department. So she'd swallow her
pride, repress her hurt and make the best of
things. Once she found her own place and settled
in, she would start updating her
resume.
"It's
not my decision to make, but I'm sure Rachel's
going to be very busy this fall. Her big recital
try-outs are coming up. She's doing 'The Wizard of
Oz,' you know. As a ballet."
"Wow.
That sounds ambitious." He seemed truly
impressed, his eyebrows arching.
"I'll
be helping out, when I can. But you know Rachel,
the epitome of industriousness."
"And
you are sisters," he said, his eyes
twinkling. He turned back to the computer screen.
"Just give me a minute to save and shut down,
and I'll show you around."
"Great.
But I've only got an hour or so. I have to run
some errands and get back to Rachel's to watch the
afternoon classes."
"Teacher
in training, huh?" His words were said
lightly. "Well don't worry. I have to be
someplace after lunch anyway."
Kim
bristled at his training comment, but nodded. Did
he expect to have lunch with her? She looked at
the back of his head, closing down his computer
system, wondering about the man who had broken her
heart so long ago. Part of her would jump at the
chance to spend time with him, and part of her
dreaded the thought. She'd just have to find a way
to slip out as soon as the tour was over, and
she'd met with Roger, and get back to the studio
where her emotions could stay on a more even
level.
A
line of ten girls bent at the knees, dipping deep
into plies while their little hands gripped the
wooden bar. Kim watched her sister move among the
students, straightening a back here and curving an
arm there.
Adorable.
They were precious. All young girls disciplined to
follow their dreams of becoming prima ballerinas.
The sweat over their little brows proclaimed they
were working hard as did the sound of leather
slippers shuffling across wood. The smell of resin
hung in the humid air. a rainbow of arms arched
toward the mirrored wall, and one caught Kim's
eye. At first glance she noticed that the girl's
legs were covered by the only pair of black tights
in the row, stark in the sea of pink. But the
splay of the little girl's fingers reaching, the
feet that almost over-arched, the shape of the
bottom working beneath the black tights, all
looked familiar to Kim. She watched in awe-- it
could have been her twenty years before.
"Rond
de jambe a terre, four times front, reverse, grand
plie, tendu encrois, releve, passe and
balance." Rachel followed each regimented
drill with words of encouragement and praise. Kim
smiled as the girls struggled to remember the
instructions. The little girl in black tights
stretched her feet, her little muscles flexing.
Just like Kim had stretched, in every exercise.
Rachel had the girls finish by performing pique
turns diagonally across the wood floor.
"Remember,
there's a string at the top of your head, attached
to the ceiling. Straight backs, let the string
pull you up." Parents began to enter the
carpeted lobby area, pride flowing from their
eyes.
When
only two girls remained, a man and woman entered.
The latter claimed her daughter and hustled her
out, mumbling about getting home to make dinner,
and the man waited patiently while
little-black-tights removed her toe shoes.
Kim
watched from her perch on the stairs, observing
the man running a hand through his dark hair,
barely concealing his smile. It was Brandon,
beaming with . . . pride? Affection? Drops of rain
had followed him in, had followed all of the
parents indoors, so that his daughter sat in
puddles on the carpet to gather her belongings. It
was him. Adrift in the sea of mothers flowing in,
Brandon
stood out.
"Beth
was very good today," Rachel said,
approaching the stragglers.
"Thank
you, Miss Rachel," the girl said, grimacing
as the satin ribbon snapped at the location of a
knot.
"Take
it easy on your shoes, hon," Brandon said.
"That's the third pair this year. And it's
only October."
Kim,
partially hidden on the staircase across the
studio, bit her lip. Brandon Hughes had come to
claim Beth. This was his daughter? She should have
made the connection, he'd dropped her enough hints
that morning. She had suspected Rachel had more to
say to her this morning. a tiny flutter of pain--
envy maybe-- hit her stomach. It wasn't just that
long ago she'd dreamed of having his children.
Little ballerinas, rosy cheeked and graceful on
the dance floor. It was every woman's dream,
wasn't it?
"Hello,
Kimberly." Brandon had noticed her there on
the steps, watching them, lost in her thoughts and
longings. She gave a wimpy little wave, her voice
missed above Beth's chatter. Rachel grasped the
girl's shoulders, while telling Brandon how much
she continued to improve and would most likely
snag a lead role in the annual recital.
Kim
found herself wondering if the girl's mother had
danced. Each girl had to audition for a spot in
this class, had to possess ability and desire. Or
was Beth's talent a fluke, perhaps inherited from
another member of Brandon's family? The girl
certainly had not inherited her mother's red hair;
Beth was a dishwater blonde.
Suddenly
Rachel stood in front of her, hands on her slim,
burgundy skirted hips. "Well?"
"Sorry,
Sis. I wasn't paying attention." She looked
to make sure they had left.
"I
guess not. You're off in dream land." She
lowered her voice. "Or is it memory
lane?"
Kim
nodded, never able to hide things from her sister.
"And it's paved with rocks and
boulders." Sighing she rose to head upstairs,
to Rachel's home, where her street clothes waited,
but Rachel grabbed her arm.
"Are
you okay?"
"Why
didn't you tell me?" Kim's voice cracked.
"That his daughter was in this class?You
could have prepared me for this."
Rachel
stood straight. " Would it have helped to
know?" Compassion mixed with a firmness in
her expression.
"No,
I'd still be a mess. It shouldn't hurt like
this." Kim pulled her arm free and dashed up
the steps, through the cellar door and back to the
real world. Her heart pounded as she wound through
the country kitchen, her feet guiding her without
conscious thought. The smallest bedroom was the
guest room, Kim's temporary residence. It had been
a big fat mistake to come back here, she realized,
nothing had changed, but everything had changed.
She ripped her leotard down and then her tights,
rolling the damp Lycra into balls that she
spiraled across the room. A daughter! An adorable
little ballerina.
It
shouldn't be a surprise. After all, she'd known
he'd married Renee, heard they had a daughter,
except that until she had seen the girl as a real
live person, it had just been theoretical. Words.
Facts.
Kim yanked up her jeans, catching the lace of her
pink panties in the unforgiving zipper. Did
Brandon remember her black tights from dance
classes and dress his daughter the same way? Or
had a salesperson selected them?
A
small brunette peered in, pushing the door aside.
"Aunt Kim, will you be eating with us
tonight?"
Kim's
heart melted every time her niece called her
'aunt.' It was the best title she'd ever had.
"Thanks, sweetie, but tonight I have a lot of
things to do. I have to go out for a while."
"Is
it because of Beth's dad?" Her freckled
cheeks tilted up, her dark eyebrows raised under
the pixie haircut.
"What?"
Kim's mouth dried up. What had Rachel said to her?
"Well,
I noticed that you got upset when he came to get
Beth." Marianne held the doorknob on both
sides and leaned back, swinging her little butt
from side to side.
"Does
your mom let you do that?"
Marianne
smiled and kept swinging. The girl was far too
sensitive to adults. Kim wondered how to treat the
subject of Brandon and Beth, since she wasn't even
sure how she felt herself.
"I
used to know him, in college. We dated. I'd never
met his daughter, so I was a little
surprised." Her admission brought a warm glow
to her entire face.
Marianne
nodded like a wise old sage. "A real shocker,
huh? I felt that way when I saw Tommy Tompkins
holding Melissa Sue Johnson's hand at the zoo.
Were you and Beth's dad an item?"
Kim
smiled. "I guess you could say that. But it
was all a really long time ago, sweetie, remember
I've been living in another city for years.
There's no reason why I would've known about
Beth."
"But
it still feels bad, huh?" She dropped the
doorknob and stretched limber arms over her head.
Kim
pulled Marianne into her arms for a hug, caressing
the girl's short, thick hair. "When did you
get so smart?"
"Last
year," she said, returning the hug. "So
will you stay? Mom's making lasagna."
"Oh,
okay," Kim agreed, straightening her blouse.
"I could never turn down Rachel's Italian
cooking."
"Just
one thing you should know, Aunt Kim."
Marianne paused with her hand on knob, ready to
actually turn it this time. "Beth's coming
back. She's spending the night." And she
closed the door behind her leaving Kim to
contemplate seeing Brandon and his daughter again.
Tonight.
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